November 22, 2014

Pieces of me

Ivy had Nutcracker rehearsals at the theatre today. I stood in the wings and felt glad that this is our life. That my kid gets to experience this and hang out in the theatre and become so comfortable and confident on stage so young. It was one of those moments when I could see some of my favorite parts of me that made it into her. 

November 21, 2014

Until the light turns green.

This morning was an everything behind schedule morning. An "I'll just bring your lunch to school later get in the car now!" morning. After drop off, while stopped at a red light in the rain I had a bit of a pity party. There was the morning and then the remains of the day still to come and all that would fill it, as well as a Mountain of people and things I choose not to write about. I invited it all and sighed and pity partied until the light turned green. Didn't change anything, didn't really make anything better, But it felt kind of right to give it all some acknowledgment. I see you. I know you're there type of thing. As if I can forget.

Then I got my latte. Then I got things done.

November 20, 2014

Where Are We Going To Live?

I never know what I'm going to feel like from one day to the next when it comes to this move. Hopeful or hopeless? Today I am so bummed out by the for sale options in the cities we've narrowed down to live in. And, yes, I realize that maybe our next house isn't for sale yet just like the house we're living in now is not for sale yet (but should be by the end of this week) and technically it wasn't even for sale when we bought it in the first place (I found it on Craigslist.) So then maybe something will pop up.

I just think it would really help me want to sell this house if I knew where we were going to be moving to. I need that motivation. Something to get me excited because right now I just want to crawl under the covers and have nothing to do with selling a house or moving. Anyway. Hopefully tomorrow I will feel the opposite.
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