And maybe this is a lesson, I'm rediscovering the value of moments with a few special people instead of the whole world - who isn't even really listening anyway. I've been in this deep sleep, plugging my energy into a physical and emotional and mental distraction with so very little return. Yes, it makes me feel special except for when it makes me feel incredibly unspecial.
This isn't an I'm leaving Twitter or Facebook rant, but it's something I'm sorting through. I enjoy blogging and social media and think it does have worth. Just not as much as I've previously believed. It's all relative.
I just didn't want there to be one more day of not writing here, but I can't yet write what I want to say. And despite this eerie and melancholy preamble, it's going to be a very happy story.