February 9, 2011

muffle

Honestly I didn't even take myself seriously when I mentioned recently about writing myself off the page. But now I am wondering if my fingers could see into the future.

Here I am, enjoying the silence. Still feeling a whole lot of feelings but not really moved to write them down. I'd rather just let them be.

Or it could be because my ears are so stuffed up. I'm sick. Noah was sick last week (and he hasn't been sick in years) (he had a fever, I was on edge) (and one after the other we all got sick.) I am still miserable so I'm finally giving in and am off to urgent care as soon as hubs gets home.

I feel relieved. For the longest time I think I confused that with defeat.

18 comments:

  1. we're all sick or slowly getting over being sick here, too. it makes everything so drab, doesn't it?

    xoxoxo

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  2. Praying for you Steph. If you need Anything, call on your mom...I'm here for you always. Love...

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  3. Praying that you feel better soon, take care Mama,

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  4. We've been sick here too. And between that and the weather, it means I haven't left my house in 3 weeks.

    And also? Take your mom up on the call. She sounds great.

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  5. Awe, mama. We've been sick too... over and over... three people who can't stay well at the same time!
    (And chicken pox may be in our near future! Haha ^_^)

    Take care <3 Lots of love!

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  6. Prayers coming for you that health will return to your home. Take care!

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  7. Praying for you. Those feelings are often interchangeable for me, too.

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  8. I hope you all get feeling better very soon! I think it's normal to comtemplate continuing or cutting back.

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  9. Thanks everyone. I just got back and I have acute bronchitis & a respiratory infection. Hoping to feel much better soon.


    Steph

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  10. Oh Steph! Get some rest and feel better hon! xo

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  11. um...yes! You're sick! and I hope you find a way to be able to rest and recover, lady.

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  12. hope you feel better and clear headed soon. xo ((hugs))

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  13. Lung issues are no fun. Take it easy, stay out of the cold and feel better soon!

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  14. You could still do a blog on parenting because you will still be doing that for the next 18 years. Trust me, parents of teenagers need a whole lot of support. It doesn't end just because the child "seems" independent.

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  15. Hope you are on the road to feeling better! We all just kicked our month long sickness and it's not fun.

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  16. Yikes, that's no good. Praying for your speedy recovery, Stephanie.

    Nell

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  17. Wow. That's a lot of sick, friend. Take your probiotics, rest up, turn your face to the sun (seems like a good idea all the time, really) and get well soon! Whether you're writing here or not, I like knowing you're down (over? around?) there taking your little corner of the world by storm.

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  18. Praying for healing! Take care of yourself....we'll still be here!

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