I had a long drive with a childhood friend the other night and we talked about how we're no longer the kids, but have the kids. And how weird is that because I still feel like the kid most days.
And no matter how hard we try to do this or that or read and follow or create and apply
there really is no guarantee.
They are who they are, and they are human, we can only guide
and pray and believe.
I was a good kid, I loved God, I had awesome parents, I got straight A's, I did a lot of things right and yet
I made a whole lot of really bad choices.
And in another
I am just doing my best, which might just be my best at trying to do my best. Sometimes that's hardly meeting the day half-way. Sometimes it's a straggler, a dangle-r hang-er on, a barely got by, and sometimes I am a rockstar.