July 6, 2008

I'm Breathing


I am standing on the edge again, unsure of really anything lately,
of big and small things, in a good way. Like life is speeding by and I don't know when to jump in. Or if I even should.

The sense that I could fly whichever way the wind carries me and I'd be ok with it. Or maybe I'm completely content to stay still and watch it all go by. Is this how it truly feels to let go and let God? It's adventurous. A bit unsettling. And I feel so alive.

25 comments:

  1. A little scary...but fun.
    Awesome Steph!

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  2. pregnancy hormones...I love them!!!

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  3. I totally understand... the hope and adventure of what is to come! A great place to be!

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  4. Beautifully written...and what a cool picture!

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  5. Go with the flow, girlfriend!!

    Lori

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  6. I'm totally feeling ya. Although I'm feeling quite "normal" right now with my emotions in the beginning I wasn't. It's sometimes shocking what pregnancy can do!

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  7. I'm smelling the fresh air...

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  8. Life gives us so much to offer...yet God is always in control...

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  9. I totally get what you are saying!

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  10. Life is amazing, even if a little scary, I'm right here with you totally clueless but ready for anything! :-)

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  11. Don't you just love days when you feel like that? I wish they could last forever.

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  12. wow...but doesn't it just feel amazing? When you finally get to the point where you can just let go of the control?

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  13. Audrey - Mom GenerationsJuly 06, 2008 6:43 PM

    Ahh... the journeys of life. Babies. Kids. Work. Just follow your heart... and embrace the feeling.
    - Audrey

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  14. It's hard to stay in that frame of mind. I find the everyday muck creeps back in and I lose that sense of freedom. Hold onto it! And le tme know how you do it, ok?

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  15. This is awesome! go with it!
    Jen

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  16. Thinking of you. Cling to that Alive-ness, I think.

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  17. Sounds good to me! I love adventure :)

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  18. wow..how does it feels like to be preggy?? id ask for advice when i get to that stage--kurtie

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  19. I totally understand. I never know where God is leading me...but when I get there I could never imagine myself anywhere else.

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  20. I love being on the edge. It's the surrender that is hard to grasp...

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  21. Oh, that perfectly describes the way I feel sometimes! Except for the alive part.....

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  22. Well said. You should've been at our church yesterday . . . talk about a message that completely hit on what you posted-I love those kind of God moments!

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  23. mmmm. It feels so good to let go. So hard to do, though. But oh so great when we finally do.

    I have a hard time doing it for sure.

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