Sunday, July 06, 2008

I'm Breathing


I am standing on the edge again, unsure of really anything lately,
of big and small things, in a good way. Like life is speeding by and I don't know when to jump in. Or if I even should.

The sense that I could fly whichever way the wind carries me and I'd be ok with it. Or maybe I'm completely content to stay still and watch it all go by. Is this how it truly feels to let go and let God? It's adventurous. A bit unsettling. And I feel so alive.

25 comments:

lilmomthatcould.com said...

A little scary...but fun.
Awesome Steph!

Alyson said...

pregnancy hormones...I love them!!!

Hyperactive Lu said...

I totally understand... the hope and adventure of what is to come! A great place to be!

Stephanie said...

Beautifully written...and what a cool picture!

Glass Half Full said...

Go with the flow, girlfriend!!

Lori

casual friday everyday said...

I'm totally feeling ya. Although I'm feeling quite "normal" right now with my emotions in the beginning I wasn't. It's sometimes shocking what pregnancy can do!

Amber said...

I'm smelling the fresh air...

Jen said...

Life gives us so much to offer...yet God is always in control...

Lisa said...

I totally get what you are saying!

Haley said...

Life is amazing, even if a little scary, I'm right here with you totally clueless but ready for anything! :-)

ablondeblogger said...

Don't you just love days when you feel like that? I wish they could last forever.

DesignHER Momma said...

wow...but doesn't it just feel amazing? When you finally get to the point where you can just let go of the control?

Audrey - Mom Generations said...

Ahh... the journeys of life. Babies. Kids. Work. Just follow your heart... and embrace the feeling.
- Audrey

Tracey said...

It's hard to stay in that frame of mind. I find the everyday muck creeps back in and I lose that sense of freedom. Hold onto it! And le tme know how you do it, ok?

Not Just Any Jen said...

This is awesome! go with it!
Jen

Bloggy Mama said...

Thinking of you. Cling to that Alive-ness, I think.

Elaine A. said...

Gorgeous. It's like a poem.

Tonya said...

Sounds good to me! I love adventure :)

http://kurtnextdoor.com said...

wow..how does it feels like to be preggy?? id ask for advice when i get to that stage--kurtie

Kelsey said...

Wonderfully Written!

Missy B. said...

I totally understand. I never know where God is leading me...but when I get there I could never imagine myself anywhere else.

To Think is to Create said...

I love being on the edge. It's the surrender that is hard to grasp...

Damselfly said...

Oh, that perfectly describes the way I feel sometimes! Except for the alive part.....

Kari said...

Well said. You should've been at our church yesterday . . . talk about a message that completely hit on what you posted-I love those kind of God moments!

Janel@Dandelion Dayz said...

mmmm. It feels so good to let go. So hard to do, though. But oh so great when we finally do.

I have a hard time doing it for sure.