We did have a nice night out last night. A good talk with hubby over dinner was just what I needed. Just as we share our happiness, I think it's important to be open about our sadness. I am so blessed to always be in agreement with my hubby. I think it's just part of being made for each other. He doesn't think my nature-girl ways are kooky. He actually supports and agrees with my passions about the dangers of vaccinations and the importance of breastfeeding. He thinks what I have to say is important and meaningful. To be able to pour my heart out to one person that will pour his heart right back to me... I'm blessed.
I am crawling out from under the dark cloud. I think a nap would be good medicine. Hoping for that tomorrow... today I did get out by myself to do quiet things like go to the library and to the knitting shop where I got some yummy yarn and new needles to make myself a hat. And they were having a sale. Good for me. I got my hair cut, too. There's something cathartic about that; in my mind I envision a release and a letting go. A little bit of a new beginning.
The sun didn't shine at all today, but I made the best of it. I still wore my flower earrings. And I told myself, "Good for you."